(It was the graduation certificate... yes, yes, I need to work on the motion photos thingy.)
(see, at least I get a good shot with Ad and cutie Cherlene and Ray)
(Fiona is now in the group too!)
(Ad and Peng)
(Verdy, Wei Wei and Christine)
Ahem, Peng, like anyone can see through the papers?
We were at the animal night show at Night Safari, yes, it's Ad's virgin trip there!(Peng, myself and Ad)
Peng, Ad's friends was there, good, at least I won't be so bored. The introduction was boring to say the least and the interactive session which the host conducted was mainly participated by the graduates of the advance course or members in the leadership group. Well, since it's already dominated by them, obviously, guests like me would not be participating. I was not enjoying myself. At all. Not until we broke out to smaller groups and Ad was sharing what she has learnt from the basic course herself. I can sense that everyone was hestitant. You can't blame them, it's like evanglising, you can plant that seed of idea in, whether the person allows it to grow is not within our control. It is the choice of the listener. If it appeals and that person wants to do it, good for him/her. If it appeals and that person chooses not to do anything, so be it, good for him/her, cos he/she made that concious choice of not doing anything about anyuthing that could help them change their lives. It's all about choices.
Ad shared that she's no longer easily angsted and started to take things lighter. She has also made up her mind to make a really tough decision and that is to leave her job for 6 years and doing something that she would feel more fulfilled.
I shared that if I were to join the course, the only thing I want to improve on is my own internal motivation. My passion. My spirit. My drive. My inspiration.
I felt that I lost all meaning to life when Amber died. I was so willing to exchange all that earthly material possessions just to have her back. But things don't happen for a reason. I still don't think that Amber should die. But I think her death has woken me up. It has broken the rhythme of that drone which I have grown to become. Money was a scarity to me when I was young so I spent all my working years accumulating and enjoying that power which money gave me. I have reached a stage in life when my goals are met. So what's next? I am in a state of oblivion right now... new goals set, new targets made, still, no signs of me moving towards there. Life is in limbo right now. I can see my destination but the inertia to move towards it, is a little too great for me.
I tried audio CDs, I have friends movitating me, encouraging me, I have boss giving me pep-talks... I realise one thing. No amount of external force can push me to do the things I don't set my mind to. The key to my success is to learn how to set my mind and find that internal motivation, that burning desire so that I will have that energy to start and the momentum to keep me going...
It's $1,284 after GST. But you know what? Oh WTF, just freaking do it anyways! I've decided to go for the course anyways. I haven't been developing myself for 12 years. So it's about time! Well, that's what I said when I signed up for the 10K quantum leap course from T. Harv Eker. hahahaha... For those who went for the seminar, "YOU HAVE A MILLIONAIRE MIND!" For those who haven't, drop me an email or comment, I will do the arrangements for you. ;)
I called Peng today and I must say I am so glad that she has decided to sign up for the December class. Too bad I'm going to Hong Kong so I will only join the January class but Peng will be busy then. Sigh... However, I am very proud of this girl. Frankly, I didn't think she will sign up for the course though I very much hope, wish and pray that she would. This girl has so much goodness, it will be good if she allows it to shine through. So you go girl! I'll check on you after the course ends.
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